BRI, lauren , bri >:(

FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU FOR MAKING ME FEEL LIKE SHIT
AND MAKING ME THINK I HAD REAL FEELINGS FOR YOU
WHEN IN REALITY YOU SHOWED ME LITTLE TO NO AFFECTION
AND YOU RUINED MY ENDLESS DEDIDCATION FOR YOU






and thank god for her
for showing me everything I could ask for
and support me
and shes more attractive then youll ever be or ever were
shes poetic and loving








dont ever talk to me, in my mind you are shit and vomit in a big pile so dont be suprised when i talk to you like it. you hurt me so i dont care, it was only because you're the worthless, dull person you are

I WENT TO THE MOVIES WITH HER AND SOME PEOPLE
bu t anyway shes so alive wow

one is out of my league
the other will be commited but wont make me happy
the last said  about 10? words to me, and sent chills down my spine. thAt was refreshing

WHY DONT I HAVE A FWB
THAT WOULD BE SO CONVENIENTTT
UGH

stressed mane
i gotta focus on school more
blehh

so my brother came home from school
because he was overwhelmed and depressed
woa

OOH GIRL, SHOCK ME LIKE ELECTRIC EEL

i want to go on an adventureee
like someplace that is moonlit and relaxing
but also infinite and everchanging
where there is no goals or stress
just the constant feeling of discovery and liek peacee?





ive considering dmt or acid but drugs are a nono

so i might pursue obes again

school is v fun too btw