alright so heres my struggles rn u feel me
so i like this girly
or maybe love idek
and we like each other
or at least thats what ive been led to believe by her
but
we arent dating anymore because she has commitment issues
and what scares me is i dont know if she really does
or if she just doesnt like me enough to date me
so im like
o
m
g
im scared that i wont be able to replace her if she leaves
and im scared of change
terrified really
weve been talking for months
about 4
nearly every day
and i like her so much becauseee
i think the fact the she is a little shy is adorable
she has these beautiful brown eyes
whenever  we make eye contact i just
im just overwhelmed by her beauty
she has a perfect sense of humor
she has good taste in tv and movies
she plays video games
she gives me something to look forward to
i mean
i might just be hormonal atm idk lol
but i dont really care whether i live or die that muchh
like theres a few people i really care about but i dunno my curiosity about life after death overpowers my love sometimes i just have never had the guts to do myself in lol
but knowing that each day i can talk to her
learn more about her
get closer to her
motivates me
it gives me a reason to get up in the morning
the thought of losing that scares me
the thought of her with someone else scares me
and they say fear is love
so i guess i love her